I feel like I'm dying... My life is in a shambles... I feel like there's nothing in my life that is definite... NOTHING. Not even my relationship, because I just don't know who this person is that I've been with for the last 8 damn months... It's like, there's 2 of him... the illusion that I fell in love with, and the real him... the one who does me grimy and just generally doesn't give a FUCK about me...
::hides from the world, curls into a ball, and dies::
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I can't ever seem to be able to...
-Breathe easy-
About Me
- Clearlii Mizz Underztood
- I have a lot of thoughts in my mind (I think my brain is set on overdrive... it's like it's taken one too many hits of speed!)
I have to get these thoughts out somehow... Hence my 3 blogs:
-Harder 4 Me 2 Breathe (sort of like a diary with some essay type things mixed in there)
-MiZzUnD3RzT00D P03TRii (self-explanatory)
-MiZzUnD3RzT00D PR0z3 (all my sick twisted stories, lol... well they're not all sick and twisted, but I do have a tendency to lean toward the macabre)
These are my thoughts, manifested in words to the best of my ability in expressing them...
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3 comments:
wow. i have so been here before.
the good thing is that it will pass. even if it doesn't feel like it. it will.
*hugs*
i can relate, but theirs no such thing as sunshine without rain and vice versa. Take each day at a time. Things will get better.
@ muze: thanks... i needed that *hugs back*
@ taryn: yeah... actually one of my favorite quotes kinda deals with what u just said... "If you wanna get to the rainbow, you gotta make it thru the rain". i'm trying to get through the rain as best as i can... one day at a time, right? :)
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