Sorry for being away so long!

So many things have happened since the last time I wrote... But the short version is, me and Richie broke up completely... and I'm finding myself to be okay with that. The dreams I had when I was younger (and before I even met him) still confuse me, but I figure that THAT part will work itself out in time. Maybe those were predictors of what will come later, and we're not meant to be RIGHT NOW. Or maybe we're just plain not meant to be. Either way, life will go on. Does it hurt? Yes. Will it always? Maybe a little, but not like it did when it was a fresh wound. Will I die from the pain? Absolutely not. One more wound to my heart will not kill me... I will heal, and I'll be fine. Maybe I will love another, maybe I will not. But I will be okay!

On another note, two out of the four ppl living in this apartment will be moving out sooner rather than later. Which two, you may ask? Not quite sure yet. It will either be me and Alicia, or Jami and Abree... The latter two have gotten out of hand, what with the eating of other ppl's food, the belongings misplaced and outright missing, the weed smoking, the harassment, the lack of cleaning, the constant flow of equally loud and obnoxious ppl, the blatant disregard of my feelings and Alicia's feelings... the list goes on, but the point is, it is out of hand. And somebody put rubbing alcohol in Alicia's contact solution... that's way too far. She could have been blinded! So neither I nor Alicia feel safe in this apartment with them also in here. Somebodies have to go... hopefully it will be them (as opposed to us) because we shouldn't have to go through the hardship of moving, since they are the ones creating the problem. We'll see what happens by Thursday, though.

Onto a good note... I've gotten closer to a girl I met through Richie... her name is Sarah. She's really cool, and a good friend. Through her I've also gotten closer to another girl, Danielle. It's funny though, I don't really keep a lot of female friends, for the simple fact that stuff like what I'm going through with my roommates happens (I befriend them, we're cool, they stab me in the back at some later date), but I'm hoping that Danielle and Sarah won't end up the same... They shouldn't though, because they are the type to keep it real... like instead of going behind your back to do something, they're gonna do it right in front of you... If they have a problem, they let you know instead of smiling in your face then talking shit when you're not around. I need more people like them in my life... Plus they're fun as shit to hang with, we had the bombest time this weekend... I stayed at Sarah's all weekend instead of being here, which was good cuz if I had stayed here Saturday there might have been problems. But Friday we had a "party" (more like a get together but we were wild'n out!)... Saturday... um I don't even remember what happened Saturday lol... I'm drawing a blank... When I figure it out I'll edit, lol. Sunday I slept in, cuz I was tireddddddd! Then later on we went to SpelHouse's stroll-off (for their freshman dorms). Sarah coaches the Hubert hall team... And they won :) We were so happy for them.

Oh... we went to the football game on Saturday... CAU definitely whipped Morehouse... 29-2! So let them talk ish bout our team now!!! Lol

Anywho... I'm off to some RealTalk session, so I gots ta go... Laterz lovelies!

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Starting over is hard, but it's helping me to...
-Breathe easy-